Tuesday, December 15, 2009 at 4:57 PM
Was playing audi. In very very very bad mood. Due to alot alot reason. Lose every round i play. walao. Then i use to play random 120-140 or 140~. Today, i play 100-120. Keep missing. What shit is that! Then finally, a girl came in. Play wif her. She teach me hw to play better. And 30min ltr, my bro kejiao me again. *bad mood.* He kick, slap me. Noob la. I curse him sia. K la. I not so evil. Nw no mood play. ANYMORE.
The time i think about most is night time. On bed. Ytd, i thought of the reason why i cried when i gt my result. At first, i thought it is because of my low mark. Now i think it is because, i guilty. My parents spent $$ on my tuition. Around $1000+. And i still can get sooo low. An i thought i scared they scold me, so i cry. But now no, I rather they scold me. So i not so guilty. They dun scold me, it show that they dun care dy. And the last reason is, i scared i cannot go samne sku as my fren. That lead me to cry more. But in the end, all not same. Unless i get into my 2nd choice- woodgrove =D wif ling. Hm. GOD BLESS ME. Let me go woodgrove wif ling.
I still bu shuang bout some show not having happy ending. But i tink no, u gain one, u lose one. So ya... The ending i wan, is all perfect. So of course cannot la.
And gilyn! you own me a hug =D
The time i think about most is night time. On bed. Ytd, i thought of the reason why i cried when i gt my result. At first, i thought it is because of my low mark. Now i think it is because, i guilty. My parents spent $$ on my tuition. Around $1000+. And i still can get sooo low. An i thought i scared they scold me, so i cry. But now no, I rather they scold me. So i not so guilty. They dun scold me, it show that they dun care dy. And the last reason is, i scared i cannot go samne sku as my fren. That lead me to cry more. But in the end, all not same. Unless i get into my 2nd choice- woodgrove =D wif ling. Hm. GOD BLESS ME. Let me go woodgrove wif ling.
I still bu shuang bout some show not having happy ending. But i tink no, u gain one, u lose one. So ya... The ending i wan, is all perfect. So of course cannot la.
And gilyn! you own me a hug =D